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Monday, April 10, 2017

My First Real Heartbreak

If I were a surfer he would was my wave
and now suddenly the water is still.

Tonight was the first time I've ever stood up for myself
And put myself out there
With my heart on a line so thin it seemed invisible to those around

I told my best friend I was in love with him tonight
It didn't go as planned..

But what ever really does go as planned?

I planned on having fruit for breakfast and I ended up eating oatmeal so I guess nothing ever really does go the way you think it's going too.

So, this is how it feels.

That very first heart break.

 I swear my heart cracked so loud the whole universe could hear and the stars cried for me.

With me.

With us.

Goodbye Matthew.