I just moved into my new apartment

My new home is cold. Lonely. The coziness of the word home has suddenly become lost and I feel that very same word has been sabotaged by the strangers living downstairs.

The word 'suddenly' has never really played a part in my vocabulary because it was once a word I couldn't possibly understand. I used to feel as though nothing happened suddenly. My head was wrapped around the idea that everything took time. But, the theory I invented was proved wrong because right now, at SUU, in my new room I am suddenly alone.

I'm scared as hell and excited as fuck.

Sunday night I am going to a party and then the next morning with a cup of coffee warming the palm of my hand I will be walking into class.

I hope I meet someone who doesn't like coffee that much but cares about it and needs it as much as I do.

I hope I meet someone just as lonely as I am.

I hope.

I hope.